Today I was surrounded by inspiring people - historians, leaders, big dreamers and two women in particular. They have huge hearts and do so much for other people. I should preface with the fact that I have a very low self esteem and always worry that others will think I'm not good enough, not smart enough or that I will fail. But tonight, while having a late dinner with these two ladies, I realized one of the reasons I am so excited to be a Mom.... I have never, not even a second, thought I would fail or been scared of failure. Now, I am speaking before my children are even born, BUT I look forward to that moment where I can take on something I feel passionate about, a moment where I don't have to feel that I am going to fail, or look stupid. Sure there will be lots of learning to do and many curve balls, but I am ready to take them on! (I hope I am not putting a huge jinx on my dream!)
On another note, I am sorry for the boring post and lack of pictures...going to find a time tomorrow when I can download and just have a wordless Saturday!
Off to dream happy and positive thoughts!
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