33 weeks

Pregnancy Highlights

How far along?  33 weeks

Total weight gain? 31 lbs - we have eaten our share of Christmas cookies this week!

Movement? A lot

What I miss?  Not much, but if i had to say something....sitting comfortably!  

Sleep?  Not bad besides getting up almost every hour to potty :)

Symptoms? I think I am having more contractions - had a positive FFN today

Best moment this week?  Being home for Christmas, going to Christmas Eve service at church, a white Christmas!

What I look forward to?  Appointment tomorrow - love hearing Max and Claire's heartbeats

Today I took another FFN test and it came back positive.  This means that there is a 50% chance we could deliver in the next two weeks.  SCARY!!  It's also nothing to freak about bc there was this girl at the hospital that had a positive and she delivered six weeks later.  Really, it just makes me more anxious/nervous.  I am going to be analyzing every thing I feel now.  I go tomorrow for a non stress test.

It's crazy and exciting to think we could be meeting our babies in the next two weeks!  How cool would it be if they were born on 1/1/11?!

Bored

Dare I say it?
I am extremely bored today.  Maybe it is 2 months of being on bed rest that will do that to ya!  There is so much to get done around the house and it is just egging me on to do it.  There are still some baby clothes that need to be washed and put away, we still need to find a place where we are going to keep bottles and baby utensils - then once we find that place, we need to clean it and find a home for what used to be there!  Justin's parents are coming tomorrow, Christmas eve dinner is at our house, bathrooms need to be cleaned, etc.....
And I wish more than anything, I could do something about it!  Don't get me wrong, I am happy to be still and laid down for the babies but I am just itching to do things!  I'm sure I'll be kicking myself two months from now when I am getting no sleep, but for now, I need movement!

32 weeks!

Pregnancy Highlights

How far along?  32 weeks / 8 months!!

Total weight gain? 26.5 lbs

Movement?  Yes!  Max gets the hiccups at least twice a day!

What I miss?  just the usual things people do every day : cook, clean, drive!

Sleep?  Not bad - waking up every hour for trips to the bathroom

Best moment this week?  Our appt last Thursday:  good report!

Symptoms?  I think I am having more contractions.  Very emotional! * see below!

What I look forward to?  Appointment tomorrow and Christmas at home!!

*Oh. My. Hello. Hormones!  Friday night Justin wanted takeout and I immediately said Village Tavern, my favorite!  I was wanting to try a cheeseburger ( haven't had one in over 4 months) and really wanted their chips with ranch.  I call in the order specifying ranch with the chips.  Justin gets home with my beloved chips, I open the box and NO RANCH!  You have got to be kidding me!  Tears immediately filled my eyes and I cried. A lot.  Crying as if something really bad happened.  Justin just looked at me like I had 5 heads.  The whole no ranch ruined my dinner.  All the crying left me all stopped up so I couldn't taste anything I were to eat... so cereal it was!

It all took me by surprise!  I haven't had a breakdown like that or had a craving so bad it made me cry this whole time! 

Had to throw in this picture!  I think this really shows how big I've gotten!

Cry baby

Man, have the hormones kicked in high gear!!  I'm not sure if it has to do with my insecurity of being home or what.
Today we had a check up appointment with Dr. Cousins.  I was very nervous going in, worrying I was going to be put back in the hospital.  She had written "no wait" on my appointment papers since I am on bed rest.  They took us right away, get in the room, ready for her to come in and the nurse says she is running 30 minutes late! What! I was fine, but still wanted to wait on her. THEN she came in again and said she was still running behind (she was in surgery at Womens Hospital) Nurse said a diff. doctor could check me and finally I said ok. (enter flood gates)   I really was looking forward to seeing Dr. Cousins.  Then, whatyaknow... I hear the voice... she is here!!  I got to see her after all.... all that crying, that is!!  I swear I could cry on demand right now!! ha!

Appointment went well.  I have now gained 26 pounds, which she is happy with, measuring 37 weeks.  Cervix is still dilated, but hasn't changed since I was in the hospital.  Good news!
We go back on Tuesday for one more appointment before Christmas.  Hopefully this means my wish came true:  Christmas at home with our families!!

Life is good :)

31 weeks

Pregnancy Highlights

How far along?  31 weeks

Total weight gain? I'm thinking 25 lbs... I'll get weighed on Thursday

Movement? A lot!

What I miss?  Comfort of hearing our babies heart beats 3x a day

Sleep?  It is so nice to sleep in my own bed next to my husband!

Best moment this week?  Coming home :)

Symptoms?  Contractions and my upper thighs on the side are killing me - I thought it was from the hospital bed, but I am beginning to think it is just part of being pregnant and getting bigger!

What I look forward to?  Appointment on Thursday - only if it's a good appointment!  Dr. Cousins will check my cervix again and hopefully we will be ok to stay at home.  I've been good!

I'm as wide as our tree!

11 more days til Christmas!!

Home Sweet Home!

I AM HOME!!

I took another FFN test today along with getting my cervix checked.  Test came back negative!  Dr. Cousins checked my cervix and although it has dilated a little more, she let me come home.
We asked lots of questions and I know how to behave!
I'll go for a check up next Thursday and have numbers if I need to reach my old nurses!

 I am so grateful to be home.... but I think the first day or two will be a little scary.  I am so used to being hooked up on monitors, hearing our babies beautiful heart beats and only a step away from the nursing station.  I miss my nurses already!  They were amazing and cried when I was leaving today!  I can't wait to take them some goodies and thank them for all they have done for us :)

Ultrasound

I was awakened this morning for an early ultrasound.  Our babies are getting big!
Claire was 3 lbs 10 oz and Max was 3 lbs 9 oz.  Neither wanted to get their picture taken, however we got two little shots of Claire's face - or should I say cheeks and lips!  She was being cute.  We got to see her open and close her mouth and saw her tongue doing the sucking/swallowing motion!
Max wouldn't face us at all... go figure. We haven't seen him since we found out their sex back in Sept.  She did say it looks like he has long legs!
Cervix hasn't changed much.  I'll have the FFN test tomorrow morning and should know results before lunch.  Dr. Cousins will come check me and asses if she thinks I can go home tomorrow afternoon!

Keeping fingers and legs crossed!

30 weeks!!

Pregnancy Highlights

 not sure what's up with the hair poof!

How far along?  30 weeks!!! *Dr. Cousins just checked in and measured my belly... it is measuring 36 weeks!  She is excited to find out their weights on Thursday!

Total weight gain? 23 lbs - lost a lb this week

Movement? Yes, so much that Mr. Wild Man Max has flipped upside down or I should say right side up?!

What I miss?  My bed.  This past weekend they had to bring me a new hospital bed bc mine had such a huge divet (is that a word? sp? what ev!) from laying in the same spot for a month.  I had been sleeping on the metal bar and my legs were in a lot of pain.  My new bed is much better!

Sleep?  better besides frequent trips to the ladies room!

Best moments this week?  Having a really cool nurse on Sunday that let us do a mini u/s to find Max and Dr. Cousins saying my cervix was looking good. = possibility of going home Friday!

Symptoms?  Contractions

What I look forward to?  Justin (love you!) getting his hair cut Wed, U/S Thursday, ffn Friday!

We are definitely growing EVERY day!

Today I got a little emotional.  This happened last time they told me I might be able to go home.  While I am very excited about the possibility, I am also scared as hell!  It is so comforting to hear our babies three times a day and having the nurses 2 steps way if I need them.  What if I miss something, or don't feel it?

The decision will depend on my cervix and if the ffn comes back negative - so we will have to wait til Friday to find out!

 I also got flowers today from my best friend!  Our family and friends have been so amazing to us!

Stockings

I can't tell you enough how wonderful the nursing staff is at Women's Hospital.  This morning I had a nurse that I haven't had since the first week and she had a little extra time so we "played" with the traveling ultrasound machine!  Max has been so wild so we decided to track him down.... turns out, he has flipped.  His head is now at the top of my uterus!  This seems to be a good thing because it has take a lot of extra weight/pressure off of my cervix.  Dr Cousins also decided to do a "surprise, I'm gonna check your cervix".  Great news.... I haven't dilated any more and it seems my cervix hasn't shortened anymore either!  SO...there is a possibility I get to go home on Friday if my FFN test comes back negative! Yay!

Tonight the Nurse Tech came in with a basket of baby socks and glitter glue/puff paint and we got to make Max and Claire Christmas stockings!

I am not creative, but this is what I did with my 5 minutes!  They are hanging from the tv stand :)

Today I am 30 weeks.  We took a picture and it is HORRIBLE so the pregnancy highlights will have to wait until tomorrow!

A room with a view

That's right!  I have a room with a view.  I may not be able to get out of bed or be outside, but I can surely see it snowing outside my window!

It's actually a pretty good deal.  I get to enjoy the pretty sight of snow falling on the trees and ignore the soggy grass and slush afterward! 

Justin has the afternoon and night off to watch the SEC championship football game.  I, on the other hand, am enjoying  a nice cup of hot chocolate (thanks to my wonderful nurse) and watching the game on my little tv!

29 weeks

Pregnancy Highlights

How far along?  29 weeks 3 days (every day counts!)

Total weight gain? Finally gained!  24 lbs.  I gained 3 lbs this week... that makes my Dr. happy :)  I have only gained one pound since being on bed rest.

Movement?  More and more each day!

What I miss?  A full night of sleep

Sleep? not so much!  it doesn't help that a nurse comes in at 12 and 4am for vitals and medicine.  I have a hard time going back to sleep after the 4 o'clock.

Best moments this week?  (-) FFN ! 2 more weeks!!  Our families have been awesome!  This past weekend they both went above and beyond to help get us ready for Max and Claire's arrival!

Symptoms?  Continued contractions.  

What I look forward to?  Next Thursday we have an u/s and get to see how much M & C have grown and we will have a FFN on Friday.

Dr. Cousins just came in for her daily check up and said it feels like they are really growing!  

We're growing!!